verge of quitting!!!!

      Walked with bright thought and goals,
      Started with guidance and support,
      Days passed,
      Everything vanished...
      I'm here right now,
      In verge of quitting!  




      Stuck with worst darkness,
      Left with no one around,
      Days nearing,
      Everything against...
      I'm here right now,
      In verge of quitting! 

                                             -Achu.P

Dew Drops...

Days dark within.,

poured out by pressure and contraction..

Sucked absorbed by many living.,

moved the way air forced it to..

Dripped off as sign of  depression.,

vanished by firing sun..

For what ?!
To get back to Hell.. 

                                                                                

                                                                                              -Achu.P 


[Water stored in clouds poured as rain., absorbed by soil,plants n human, pulled thru the direction of wind, poured as tears from depressed eyes and again evaporated back is someway other related to human sometimes... thats what this dew drop is about.. born from mom's womb, tortured by souls around, forced to follow few demands and finally die. (womb or buried in)

coffee break

Drank a cup of coffee,

My eyes were wide open..

12, 1a.m,

Clock turned round.

Obscured thought,

bane with blurred vision.

I blammed that little,

cup of 5Rs.

Gazed my laptop,

trying to find a solution.

Buzz from a cornor,

sent lens to my messenger.

Thanks now i can,

see the world clear.

The real inside of all,

including the sender..

                                                          -P.Achu

been quiet a long time.., coffee break is all above gettin a clear vision about true colors of ppl(calculative.,timepass relationship.,use n throw,fake,truth,love, etc) ... revealed bit late., but no prob..,my vision is clear now!!  :)

devil is back :)

At dark., they light me..

I catch up fast n glow back..

once the power turns on.,

they bid me bye n sign off..

with heat of sorrows deep in.,

I lie in cornor of nowhere..

Though numb.,this soul

revealed the obscurity..

once I turned to felon,

this one jus stopped..

and told not to melt.,

for the good of others..

once cool., bubbly

I lost my way..

you brought me back.,

turned candle to scintillate soul..

though I'm lucky.,

you claims to be lucky.,

for being my friend.,

well the lovable devil is back.,

and ask you to slowly.,

              quit smoke honey!!                       

                                                                                                     -Achu.P

it isn't dream!!

it isnt infatuation,
i wasnt naive,

it isnt fake,
i'm stil in love with u..
it isnt dream.,
i'm not in fantasy wrld.

seconds turned hrs,
days turned yrs,
teen turned adult,
i'm still in love with u.
it isnt dream,
i'm not in fantasy wrld.

i look bck the days,
we were togethr.
my eyes thou shut,
still see u.
my heart thou broken,
still beat fr u.
my legs thou hurt,
stil wait fr u.
my mind thou know,
tat u dont need me..,
stil thinks of u.
isnt a dream.,
and i believe.,
if it s a dream.,
it ll come true..
                                                                                - P.Achu


Hai frds., as i dont really bleiv in love., this one mit sound littl weird., neva panic., dis s jus a true inciden i viewed in one of my pal's life.. jus a boostup for the struggling ssoul!!

Inanimate Leaf

           

Seeded by few souls,

You got in this world.

Needed a company,

I was one among.

Whats deep in,

You shared it to me.

 Evergreen and calm,

I moved as you wished.

Time as come,

to show that you need me, no more.

Because, I'm green (leaf) and

You are brown (root).

Wrinkling myself dry,

I weak en my soul.

Dropping down broken,

I turned back at you.

Enchanted leaves above,

You cared me, no more.

Winding up away., alone,

You never  quit there.

Sucked my left soul,

To balance your own. 

Because, I'm green and

You are brown.

Happy or joy,

I can reach it.

Rude or angry,

I can show it.

Throw or ignore,

I can do it.

I can but 

I wont.

Because, I'm green and

You are brown.

                             -Achu.P 

well this writing s again about previous one., yes fake love.. Here its about how a brash leaf feels  being a soul joined to give company, shared inner bitter or sweet moments(water), and bored or thrown bcos of new companies (dry) and fell down but still was used by the fake so called loved root for its own. (fertilize).   and still be happy for what it is., consoling by saying last few lines.. ya thats it.. my fore coming updates wont be sober., cos its not my cup of tea :)

you said that you loved!!

Shiny bright sky,

crystallinedrops from above,

with colours of life,

in its semicircled fashion.

You said you love it.

but now, you hate rain,

for it spoils  your plans.

Gentle calm breeze,

dropping flowers from above,

with fragrances of floral sweat,

in its innocent art.

You said you love it.

but now, you hate wind,

for its minute part went in your eye.

Exciting chatter,

great companion from nowhere,

with both extreme mood,

in my unique manner.

You said you love me.

but now, you see me as dust,

I agree,

I'm dust but in space.

Ever bright at dark,

for i'm a star!

And I'm not alone!

                                           -Achu.P