i think i'm done!!

trusting someone to an extreme,

that i was ready to accept my soul-mate,

of their choose.

a negotiation with him,

broke my trust into pieces.

coins are moved,

by the direction of striker.

there is no racism among coins.

but there is among players.

i would been a good coin,

if things went fine.

why blame the board?

insanity drills my brain

and infect my soul.

now the burden of my existence,

kills me every moment,

i breathe!!

because i am a burden for them!!

                   -P. Achu

sometimes we are asked(forced) to do things we dislike. whether we believe or not! i don't understand the fact that even educated people believe the words of predictor(astrologist), is sad.  i hate it!! it makes  me feel sick!!

Dew Drops...

Days dark within.,

poured out by pressure and contraction..

Sucked absorbed by many living.,

moved the way air forced it to..

Dripped off as sign of  depression.,

vanished by firing sun..

For what ?!
To get back to Hell.. 

                                                                                

                                                                                              -Achu.P 


[Water stored in clouds poured as rain., absorbed by soil,plants n human, pulled thru the direction of wind, poured as tears from depressed eyes and again evaporated back is someway other related to human sometimes... thats what this dew drop is about.. born from mom's womb, tortured by souls around, forced to follow few demands and finally die. (womb or buried in)

Inanimate Leaf

           

Seeded by few souls,

You got in this world.

Needed a company,

I was one among.

Whats deep in,

You shared it to me.

 Evergreen and calm,

I moved as you wished.

Time as come,

to show that you need me, no more.

Because, I'm green (leaf) and

You are brown (root).

Wrinkling myself dry,

I weak en my soul.

Dropping down broken,

I turned back at you.

Enchanted leaves above,

You cared me, no more.

Winding up away., alone,

You never  quit there.

Sucked my left soul,

To balance your own. 

Because, I'm green and

You are brown.

Happy or joy,

I can reach it.

Rude or angry,

I can show it.

Throw or ignore,

I can do it.

I can but 

I wont.

Because, I'm green and

You are brown.

                             -Achu.P 

well this writing s again about previous one., yes fake love.. Here its about how a brash leaf feels  being a soul joined to give company, shared inner bitter or sweet moments(water), and bored or thrown bcos of new companies (dry) and fell down but still was used by the fake so called loved root for its own. (fertilize).   and still be happy for what it is., consoling by saying last few lines.. ya thats it.. my fore coming updates wont be sober., cos its not my cup of tea :)

Miss U Pal...

Five words introduced us,

Step up with a movie,
We walked a mile!
Group trip but a soul to fill the pleasure.
Sip of drink in those tiredsome nigths!
Dares in front of princi's den.
Prisoned with books we still freaked the max!
Last min rush with all kinda adventures!
Night riders- we drove with,
No brakes,horn and light!
Played the dangerous games of nots and dont!
Eurakae! Eurakae! we ran towards oil massages!
Drenched ride with eyes closed by heavy rain!
Hangman, novels, magazines in those amoeba lecture!
Hug to back up warmth,
While getting back from sai late!
Decisions took and voilent talks in church!
Last minute plans to trips!
Explored dots and dashes!
Night outs for series of movies!
Loud shameless laughs for those poor jokes!
We rocked together!
Miss you lot Dhanu!
                                                                                      -P.Achu

touch me not

  Pits or Shits,

yet focussewd my pict.

Catchy or dirty,

still attempt to touch.

Sober or lower,

i was on my way.

Doubts or hopes,

u tried to touch my me.

Fears or past tears,

it just closed my heart.

Joy or pleasure,

you waited for my move.

Shy or depressed,

I slowly opened up.

But then time flew

Goals attained,

 you went our way,

and as always,

only found the companionship

of my solitude..

       -Achu.P

just a splash of weird tots., drenching me with tears sometimes.. days comes and goes., so as people!! aren't they?! it becomes so complicated to getto know the truth.. sometimes or most of time we try to give up!! but truely cant!! thanks for all my friends!!