Life as tissue paper!!

neatly packed and sealed, (Womb)

we were in safest place.

wet or dry,(happy or sad after birth)

no matter what we were.

we were still in soothing surrounding.,

 those strangers dragged us out,(being used and thrown)

squashed, crumbled and,

thrown us in bin.

no matter from were we were.(even the trusted ones)

for we are just a tissue paper.

sometimes we wake up 

with questions of, who?,where? and what?! 

and realize that it was dream.

sometimes we wake up

with same questions

realizing the reality!!!  

                                                                              -Achu .P

i think i'm done!!

trusting someone to an extreme,

that i was ready to accept my soul-mate,

of their choose.

a negotiation with him,

broke my trust into pieces.

coins are moved,

by the direction of striker.

there is no racism among coins.

but there is among players.

i would been a good coin,

if things went fine.

why blame the board?

insanity drills my brain

and infect my soul.

now the burden of my existence,

kills me every moment,

i breathe!!

because i am a burden for them!!

                   -P. Achu

sometimes we are asked(forced) to do things we dislike. whether we believe or not! i don't understand the fact that even educated people believe the words of predictor(astrologist), is sad.  i hate it!! it makes  me feel sick!!

We the Doctors!!!

                                                   

     

Precised talks, obliging manner.

Prudent care with a placid stare,

Silence accompanied most of time,

Temper trapped in all cells,

Still manage a smoothing smile,

Whom do you think we are?

We are 'The Doctors'.

No pull, No stop,

Words pour non-stop

Desperate towards party and loud bang!

An outburst of rage.

with wicked smile dressed up.

Laugh out loud bothering nothing,

We still call our-self  Doctors!!

Sounds like a monkey,

jumping from a tree to another.

but this is what we are!

we are way too different inside,

than what be pretend to be out!! 

                                                                                            -Achu.P           

verge of quitting!!!!

      Walked with bright thought and goals,
      Started with guidance and support,
      Days passed,
      Everything vanished...
      I'm here right now,
      In verge of quitting!  




      Stuck with worst darkness,
      Left with no one around,
      Days nearing,
      Everything against...
      I'm here right now,
      In verge of quitting! 

                                             -Achu.P

Dew Drops...

Days dark within.,

poured out by pressure and contraction..

Sucked absorbed by many living.,

moved the way air forced it to..

Dripped off as sign of  depression.,

vanished by firing sun..

For what ?!
To get back to Hell.. 

                                                                                

                                                                                              -Achu.P 


[Water stored in clouds poured as rain., absorbed by soil,plants n human, pulled thru the direction of wind, poured as tears from depressed eyes and again evaporated back is someway other related to human sometimes... thats what this dew drop is about.. born from mom's womb, tortured by souls around, forced to follow few demands and finally die. (womb or buried in)

coffee break

Drank a cup of coffee,

My eyes were wide open..

12, 1a.m,

Clock turned round.

Obscured thought,

bane with blurred vision.

I blammed that little,

cup of 5Rs.

Gazed my laptop,

trying to find a solution.

Buzz from a cornor,

sent lens to my messenger.

Thanks now i can,

see the world clear.

The real inside of all,

including the sender..

                                                          -P.Achu

been quiet a long time.., coffee break is all above gettin a clear vision about true colors of ppl(calculative.,timepass relationship.,use n throw,fake,truth,love, etc) ... revealed bit late., but no prob..,my vision is clear now!!  :)

devil is back :)

At dark., they light me..

I catch up fast n glow back..

once the power turns on.,

they bid me bye n sign off..

with heat of sorrows deep in.,

I lie in cornor of nowhere..

Though numb.,this soul

revealed the obscurity..

once I turned to felon,

this one jus stopped..

and told not to melt.,

for the good of others..

once cool., bubbly

I lost my way..

you brought me back.,

turned candle to scintillate soul..

though I'm lucky.,

you claims to be lucky.,

for being my friend.,

well the lovable devil is back.,

and ask you to slowly.,

              quit smoke honey!!                       

                                                                                                     -Achu.P

it isn't dream!!

it isnt infatuation,
i wasnt naive,

it isnt fake,
i'm stil in love with u..
it isnt dream.,
i'm not in fantasy wrld.

seconds turned hrs,
days turned yrs,
teen turned adult,
i'm still in love with u.
it isnt dream,
i'm not in fantasy wrld.

i look bck the days,
we were togethr.
my eyes thou shut,
still see u.
my heart thou broken,
still beat fr u.
my legs thou hurt,
stil wait fr u.
my mind thou know,
tat u dont need me..,
stil thinks of u.
isnt a dream.,
and i believe.,
if it s a dream.,
it ll come true..
                                                                                - P.Achu


Hai frds., as i dont really bleiv in love., this one mit sound littl weird., neva panic., dis s jus a true inciden i viewed in one of my pal's life.. jus a boostup for the struggling ssoul!!

Inanimate Leaf

           

Seeded by few souls,

You got in this world.

Needed a company,

I was one among.

Whats deep in,

You shared it to me.

 Evergreen and calm,

I moved as you wished.

Time as come,

to show that you need me, no more.

Because, I'm green (leaf) and

You are brown (root).

Wrinkling myself dry,

I weak en my soul.

Dropping down broken,

I turned back at you.

Enchanted leaves above,

You cared me, no more.

Winding up away., alone,

You never  quit there.

Sucked my left soul,

To balance your own. 

Because, I'm green and

You are brown.

Happy or joy,

I can reach it.

Rude or angry,

I can show it.

Throw or ignore,

I can do it.

I can but 

I wont.

Because, I'm green and

You are brown.

                             -Achu.P 

well this writing s again about previous one., yes fake love.. Here its about how a brash leaf feels  being a soul joined to give company, shared inner bitter or sweet moments(water), and bored or thrown bcos of new companies (dry) and fell down but still was used by the fake so called loved root for its own. (fertilize).   and still be happy for what it is., consoling by saying last few lines.. ya thats it.. my fore coming updates wont be sober., cos its not my cup of tea :)

you said that you loved!!

Shiny bright sky,

crystallinedrops from above,

with colours of life,

in its semicircled fashion.

You said you love it.

but now, you hate rain,

for it spoils  your plans.

Gentle calm breeze,

dropping flowers from above,

with fragrances of floral sweat,

in its innocent art.

You said you love it.

but now, you hate wind,

for its minute part went in your eye.

Exciting chatter,

great companion from nowhere,

with both extreme mood,

in my unique manner.

You said you love me.

but now, you see me as dust,

I agree,

I'm dust but in space.

Ever bright at dark,

for i'm a star!

And I'm not alone!

                                           -Achu.P

Miss U Pal...

Five words introduced us,

Step up with a movie,
We walked a mile!
Group trip but a soul to fill the pleasure.
Sip of drink in those tiredsome nigths!
Dares in front of princi's den.
Prisoned with books we still freaked the max!
Last min rush with all kinda adventures!
Night riders- we drove with,
No brakes,horn and light!
Played the dangerous games of nots and dont!
Eurakae! Eurakae! we ran towards oil massages!
Drenched ride with eyes closed by heavy rain!
Hangman, novels, magazines in those amoeba lecture!
Hug to back up warmth,
While getting back from sai late!
Decisions took and voilent talks in church!
Last minute plans to trips!
Explored dots and dashes!
Night outs for series of movies!
Loud shameless laughs for those poor jokes!
We rocked together!
Miss you lot Dhanu!
                                                                                      -P.Achu

visible to invisible..

As my day starts with a peep,

of my alarm..

I cleanse my body,

with tears of  living..

I walk alone the sane,

to run my day..

Expressions and affections of them,

always been fake..

By the time dusk turn,

I realise that i'm still alive..

Rather being a part of this,

I would like to be,

a soul visible to invisible!!

                                          

                                                              -Achu.P

touch me not

  Pits or Shits,

yet focussewd my pict.

Catchy or dirty,

still attempt to touch.

Sober or lower,

i was on my way.

Doubts or hopes,

u tried to touch my me.

Fears or past tears,

it just closed my heart.

Joy or pleasure,

you waited for my move.

Shy or depressed,

I slowly opened up.

But then time flew

Goals attained,

 you went our way,

and as always,

only found the companionship

of my solitude..

       -Achu.P

just a splash of weird tots., drenching me with tears sometimes.. days comes and goes., so as people!! aren't they?! it becomes so complicated to getto know the truth.. sometimes or most of time we try to give up!! but truely cant!! thanks for all my friends!!

Obscured Lines..: mind freak;) - little toxicated...

Obscured Lines..: mind freak;) - little toxicated...

Obscured Lines..: my bad

Obscured Lines..: my bad

Obscured Lines..: my bad

Obscured Lines..: my bad

my bad

got in psycha. posting 1st 15 days of nov.. struggled 1st 5 days facing d so called insane alone.. next 10 days went so fast with new frdz.. thn into the well of med..,mmm out of control., i drove littl fast , lost track n was punished with 10 days extension..:( days passed., but frdzzzz???!! hee hee., gues its sumthing like.....,, u b there in ur frdz need but when u need them u left with none!! and ofcourse sumtimes close pals too make me feel tat, 'i'm a pain in their ###".. or may be they got better frd or simply bored of me!! well well., lemme wind up ere..
okay., here is something which i wanted to share when my mind got lost enjoying the rain in hot weather..
i saw him cryin,
not knowing what to do!!
i told him,
to go out and look up..
he did,
she kissed his tears,
by her gentle glance.
leaving him,
splash with wet happiness!!
-Achu.P

all i wanted to say is., get drenched in rain not only to hide your tears but to know that even if your loved ones or sum1 u need is not there to wipe your tears., rain will surely wipe your tears off!!

mind freak;) - little toxicated...

ya, aft a long gap,let my mind 2 open wide... 2 b frank was not all that busy., was jus 2 much into ah.., well may be negotiate depndent., left with myself lately(i made t happn).. with lotta question deep in me., hard yet enjoyed.. hmm may be i was too troublesome around;) so how cum i'm back 2 blog??
hmm ya., sumthin gtta b there right?!! yes., not sum but many:) few untold., few crazy., few risky too.. ya met with freaky accident few days back.. mother earth taught me new lessons..
hmmm ya., in short.., u can c me often into blog soon..
May be moment sneaking with insane pulled 'in' and turned me sane...lol...
:D
Laptop;)
sleeky luk., portable junk..,
likely to be a philanthropist...
starts nice., moves well..,
likely to be boresome...
crazy brain., troublesome freak..,
propabily to be a taboo...
irritable person., unliked devil..,
finally is been ignored ..,
by many owners...

-Achu.P
Guys do u think its just laptop;)

jus an anoyher day

wat shud i say,
its jus an another day,
as i pass thru life's bay,
feelin d hot sun's ray,
tryin to plough my hay,
ya prayers ll help me lay,
if not today,
sure ll get my pay,
as i walk thru dis way,
its jus an another day.
-Achu.P